Your life is not a game through which you have to rush in order to get to a goal. There is no such thing as different levels that you have to master at a specific time. This is yourlife and yourtime; your path is just so different from anyone else’s and that is absolutely okay. You do not have to be in a relationship, travel, have found a job, have figured out what you want or have found yourself by a certain age. Everyone experiences life in their unique way - there is no right or wrong way lo live. There is no need to feel pressured, my love. The most important thing is that you are working on yourself only for yourself. The right things will come to you at the right time, you should never force anything just because a large part of society is convinced of that unrealistic picture of life. Please do your best to drop that weight off your shoulders, for that is when you will finally break free and be able to find the happiness you are searching for.
My 2 year relationship mutually ended recently. We’re friends now but, it hurts sometimes. I really want him back but, part of me knows I just want him back so that no one else can have him. I want him back because I’m so lonely and have nothing to look forward to. I know these shouldn’t be the reasons to fight for someone.
He’s doing well and already moving on. I’m happy for him but, also scared to see him with another person. I’m thinking about telling him I don’t want to talk to him, block him on social media, and get him off my mind. But what if one day I actually see him as only a friend and would be greatful that he’s still in my life.
I’m so messed up in the head. Let me just bottle this up and wait until I explode again like I always do.
